My Intro

Hello boys and girls I would like to welcome you to my homepage.

A little about myself I am 18 years old my friends think I am crazy I am currently working as a receptionist at a doctor’s office I like my job but I guess what keeps me going are some of the great people I work with but anyway my true passions are photography as you will get to know quickly by just looking at this page lol, I love musicals and theatre I like to dance and sing but prefer to dance as it keeps my body fit I think I am pretty good at singing so I been auditioning for local plays and musicals.
I guess it’s a career I been thinking about pursuing but it’s so hard to decide what you want to do in life when you are passionate about a few things.

A good friend of mine said I should concentrate on one thing get good at it make good money from it then try something else hmmm seems like good advise the only problem is to get good at one thing could take a lifetime lol.

I can also be a bit of a geek sometimes there I said it! Lol. I like playing some games and I like the Nintendo wii I am also into psychology but not a very sporty person but I do go gym when I can to relieve stress yea I know there are better ways to relieve stress hehe lol.

When I am not working I try and meet the girlies go out clubbing but it can be over rated sure I am up for a party but some girls really take the partying to the extreme feel sorry for some of you guys out there nothing wrong with some quiet nights in with your loved one lol hehe.

I also enjoy long walks and hanging around in beautiful parks as you may be able to tell I don’t have a boyfriend at the moment but I joined a dating site lol don’t laugh I am looking for a man from any part of the world really I love to travel and go to the United States many times there’s just so much to explore and discover.

Luv Gem



Heres another picture

Aww was out doing some shopping and I bumped into a really good mate that I haven’t spoken too in a good long while but I don’t see much of him anyways he is normally a very busy guy who is either with his girlfriend or working on his computer at home with all types of projects but I don’t just blame him for the lack of contact I guess because I go to the united states a lot I lose contacts also.

Had a quick chat with him but it seemed like he wanted to tell me something or he was hiding something hope I get a chance to hang out so I can find out what’s wrong.
Man makes me miss some of my old school mates but I guess as you get older you lose more contact with your old mates.



Wow can’t believe so many shops put out their Christmas decorations I would expect them to have a Halloween promotion going on but it seems the major retails are going strait for Christmas shame because I think Halloween is very profitable.


Where to go this year

I guess its getting closer to Christmas and I need to really think about where I will be spending my holidays I don’t know if I should spend them here with my family or travel out with friends decisions decisions lol
Yea I know Christmas is still some time away but the planning of a holiday takes time
But i guess it also depends if i find a boyfriend on here


Caught up with my friend

Well today I caught up with my friend I hadn’t seen him in sometime and was curious to find out how he was.

Unfortunately his not doing well his girlfriend as recently split up with him after a very long relationship.
I tried to figure out why it happened and if anything could be done.
It seems the main reasons why they split up was because of small differences between them and she would turn them into major issues she wants to get married and have children while he wants to chill out and enjoy life before getting to those things later.

It also sounds like his girlfriend had some serious anger problems there may have been a few causes for it but its all abit confusing it would also seem like she changes her mind quickly about what she says like she’s got two personalities or something.

In his part he says he thinks sometimes he didn’t show her he loved her enough but says he guaranties the reason why he done certain things was because he loved her and was trying to do what was best for her but she didn’t see it as that and tell all her friends how he never done anything special for her which he says is a lie.
He said he cant always do great things for her because he doesn’t have enough money but when he does he tries to do something meaningful and unique but says she probably didn’t like it because its not the Ipod she asked for or the TV she requested.

He admitted to looking at other girls when they first started dating but because it became a problem he started doing it less and less. He says he also asked her to have a threesome with him he said he tried to gently ask her by asking what her fantasies are.
He said she agreed to it after many discussions and lots of reassurance he said many times she even seemed very excited about doing it but because she changes her mind quickly he says it gets him all confused and his not sure if she does or doesn’t want to do it.
He says he as always been committed to her and she’s dated other men while he hasn’t touched another women since being with her.

And there you have it a very confusing relationship yet he loves her and would like to get back with her while it seems she’s very confused about what she wants but still loves him also.

I don’t like to be the judge here but it seems like she’s got split personality issues while my friend seems to not show enough love and likes other girls but seems to be still fully committed into building his life with her.

I didn’t know what to do but suggested he should go online and use the same site as me to try and find a woman who is into the same things as he is, while maybe for her its best to find another man that will marry her and give her children and drive that guy into insanity instead of my friend.
Yet I wish my friend and his girlfriend the very best of luck and since my friend still loves her and wants to be with her I hope they make peace get back together and work hard on making each other happy as for us I am still enjoying myself on here hehe

But remember this guys its really hard to find strong love these days and two people who love each other after everything that’s happened really doesn’t come by that often they still love each other so let me tell you this… its not often you find that kind of love and commitment my suggestion is they get back together workout each others differences and try and keep each other happy as much as possible and enjoy the time we all have on earth.

Something I learned from my friend even if you do manage to find your soul mate don’t think keeping the relationship strong will be easy it doesn’t matter who you are but keeping a long loving relationship is hard work.
But who says I can’t have fun while I search.


Gangster day

Hey guys been having so much fun taking pictures and putting them on here lol been getting a good response which is always good. Even seen 3 or 4 of you now joining me online nice and thx for the comments.

Still feeling bad for my friend it almost seems like his ex girlfriend is playing games with him I feel even more bad because he seemed upset about them not seeing each other at Halloween like he said she seems more focused on just her friends.

Well today I was feeling gangster lol I blame all the rap music and the blin blin hehe so I got my hoodie and cap to take some pictures.
Now please all you rude boys and gangsters out there please don’t think that’s what I am into I don’t like bad boys and I don’t like guys who think they are all it and act like they are big gangsters if you want to get yourself killed or hurt then go for it just don’t do it around me.

I really like hoodies but don’t wear them a lot they are more for girls that act gangster and sorry for those who wear them to just keep warm like I do, also please don’t send me emails now on gangster talk and etc not interested just please boys be yourself.
But don’t think I don’t like my rings fashion shopping and money what girl don’t lol just wish I had more of it lol cash that is haha.